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That is the days left til my due date. I will be so happy when it is down to 30. Debating on making my way to babies r us today to get a swing. Of course I have to go up to North Branch to deal with some business. Professional and other wise. Maybe I should wait til April. I do not know.

Just having such a hard time making a choices as of late. The self pitty party of my self and others is getting a bit much. Trying to be positive but hell. When you are the only one.... I would have a glass or bottle of wine to make my self feel better. But with being a good parent and only in the 2nd trimester.... that means no on the self medication. Is it the time of the year? I am sick of the economy being peoples reason. Most people who use that reason at least have gotten a pay raise this year. My self not so much. Oh well....... all I can do is dream of my child to come and a visit to the Nova in July.