Worse but not unexpected

So the framing that the previous owner did is worse that first thought but not unexpected. So a bit more work will be put in to the bathroom. We did purchase some sheetrock. So who knows when we can finish it. Sounds like we are going to have some help with it.

Went shopping with the mil. Got a bunch of clothes for the girl today. That is thanks to the Mil. Wywy also got a new pair of shades, and he thinks they are so cool. Also thanks to the mil the girl now has a mattress. Besides some blankets, a few more clothing items, and a swing we are getting there.

Also got a break from the fussy one tonight. We used the last $10.00 gift card for old log cabin and got dinner. But the jacked their prices so needless to say it did not go as far as it would of 4 mo ago. But it was worth it. Wywy had fun with Uncle Ben and Nick. Found he has a tallent of sword fighting. Even grandma Angie was amaised. Also saw the old man. He exisits.... hummm.

Tore it down

So that was not the intent of the eve. Just a simple goal to remove the towel bar, and light fixture. So we did. Then for shits and giggles I told Keith that I had to be the first one to put a hole in the wall. So I did. Then Keith seeing the fun decided to join in. So one wall is removed now.

Went to the ENT today. My sinuses are inflamed, my esophagus has acid wear from acid reflux, and my tonsils are also inflamed. They can only at this point give me something for the acid reflux. And two nose sprays.... one steroid, one saline. The saline spray they gave is far more gentle than the neti-pot or the flush bottle. And it is true. They want to see me back in 2 weeks to see if it makes an improvement. They want to do more but can not due to my pregancy. They may also want to see me after the child is born.

Nightmare...

Last eve. after posting. Went strait to bed. A bad headache started. Took meds, and just wanted to fall to sleep. Helped with the physical pain. But the nightmare I had where I gave premature birth to 5 or 6 (the dream also ?ed the #) children. Only one was breathing and it was my race to the hospital. To one located in St. Paul trying to get there in a panic with all the bodies on my stomach. That is just the basic summary. I will leave it at that. Needless to say being pregers right now.... it dose not sit well. Fealing shell shocked and exhausted. Happy monday. *head slams in to desk*

Spring time for every one but me..

So I got out of the house with some one elses money for KFC. Saw a huge accident on 109th. Mini-van rapped it's self around a telephone. With a few other smashed cars/mini-vans. Got food and it got better. Ended up loading up the Wy and Keith and went to J.C. penny. We need some light blocking shades for Wy's room. That did not work. They were out. Attempted to look for some shoes for Keith and I. No luck. I need my yearly pair of sandals that my foot swet destroys a pair within 3 mo. And Keith's are busting out seams. Eaks. For some reason less and less places are carying sz 11's! It is pissing me off. Wy and the sis got some shorts but that was about it. Now debating on gymnastics for the Wy. Only reasons it is a debate is due to my prego gut and of course $ but I know he would benefit. Ugh....

Weekend is a bust now.

So the fussy one woke up once, and I twice early on saturday morning. All of us were back to sleep and the plan was to sleep. That changed with a phone call. We all hopped out of bed since Dan was coming over due to Leah and Rob not being awake. Ran as fast as I could to Key's for carmel/cinn. rolls. Dan took off quickly and after that. Made the brownies, and got the fussy one ready. Ran over to Leah and Robs. Dropped him off, loaded Dans van, and made haste to NB. Got to the bank in time. Singed the papers. Went to Shopko and got a few pillows. Ate lunch with Keith. Went to the outlet mall for a little bit. Got Keith a hair cut. Went to the new County Market, way too nice. Stoped by Dan and Sanid's to give Chris shit. Then to putz's house. Ended up staying the night. Good thing 5 min after deciding that the bathroom became my friend. I guess lunch did not agree with Keith or I's digestive system. I dumped my purse and found admodium and dispenced that to us both. Woke up 5 times during the night due to pain. Putz made us a good breakfast. Then onward. Went to the outlet mall to hit a few more stores we missed. We forgot about day light savings time. SO we left the outlet thinking that it would not open for 1 1/2 hours. Wrong it was 1/2, we did not notice til far past Stacy. Gurr! Just as we got near Stacy the Dan and Sandi called. Saturday we got told Wy would not be returning til late afternoon. This was a call at 10:30 to say they were on their way. We had things we needed to do on our own! So ended up going to Kohls with the Mil. The cut all their shoe sizes I only found a few pairs that had a sz 11 in them. Looks like I will not be shoping them for shoes anymore. Also the cut the Mat. clothing section that was already small in 1/2. No good. The Mil loved all the too girly girl stuff. Eaks.... That did not last long. Now sitting at home hungry, exhausted, and with a fussy one.... I just need time alone, a nap, and food. Who knows.

For me

I decided to flex off a few hours today to get my feet fixed. For I am pregos enough that cutting my own toe nails is not possible. Took off my socks and looked at my toes prior to going in. So nasty , overgrown, pealing skin. So I went and got a pedicure. My feet feel so much better, like new. I had forgone one for 4+ months and could tell. Plah! Then on a whim called the local beauty school to see if I could get in for a conditioning treatment for I may be doing henna to the hair this weekend. What was to be 1/2 hour service turned in to 2 1/2 hour service. Felt so good to have some one wash my hair but besides that..... was getting a bit fed up after 1 hour. Next time I will go to target and get some nexus for it conditons better. Oh well. At least it was for me.... ok so the toes was for the safety of the world... but still. No kids, no guilt, just me.

Ran thur the drive thur of Taco Johns and that is way too spendy. Picked up Keith, put on the shoes that Ro wants. It felt great, but it was with great challange to put them on. For the same reason I can not cut my toe nails.... well it applies to shoes of this nature. But I got them on and we ran to pick up the fussy one.

Did he live up to his title. He was cranky the whole way thur target. Making us both miss impt. items, like a pillow he needs for daycare...... Got home and the apptite that had been gone for days was back. He ate a cookie at target. Then when we got home a cup of gold fish. Then he was still cranky. So he had dinner and ate most of a banna and a gerber graduates meal.... and I mean he at it all. Eaks! So glad he is eating again but it would be back if he could bring back the word more insted of crying. Or "I want my mommy" go figure he is a shy guy but when he wants you to know....

Now I am trying to figure out how to dich a kido and take care of some time senstive business in the Northland. I guess that is what the morning is for.

Also I am determined not to have a child on 3/5. For I found another person this year that brings the family/friend total up to 5. Eaks. Getting just as bad as 1/25.

126

That is the days left til my due date. I will be so happy when it is down to 30. Debating on making my way to babies r us today to get a swing. Of course I have to go up to North Branch to deal with some business. Professional and other wise. Maybe I should wait til April. I do not know.

Just having such a hard time making a choices as of late. The self pitty party of my self and others is getting a bit much. Trying to be positive but hell. When you are the only one.... I would have a glass or bottle of wine to make my self feel better. But with being a good parent and only in the 2nd trimester.... that means no on the self medication. Is it the time of the year? I am sick of the economy being peoples reason. Most people who use that reason at least have gotten a pay raise this year. My self not so much. Oh well....... all I can do is dream of my child to come and a visit to the Nova in July.