Not that ....

Well the fussy one is gone for the weekend... now just for him not to come home sick...

Keith went and helped load up the trailer at Leah and Rob's. Went to Menards... Wy got a cool pool. Then the reg. trip to target. This time my hips did not hurt like last. Leah dropped off more crap at our house. Thinking of what to do for dinner called Leah... during that time Angie called. I guess I have a new step-mom. Gald about that part, just disapointed that I was not invited..... Needless to say they both will be getting alot of shit about this. Also the Aunt and Uncle will be getting a bit of shit too. Leah brought more crap over and we went to dinner.

Time was running short so we had to run up to the new house with her. Not too bad, but for what the houses future market value was to be... not that impressive. The master was nice. But the great room combo (kitchen, dineing room, living room) was small. To the point of wondering how a large table will fit in the area provided. Then the bedrooms are as small or just seamed smaller than Wyatts room. With a bit of an odd layout. Two bottom floor, none on the entry floor, one on it's own with a bath, then 5 stairs up to the master. They used tan paint in the whole thing. It is a nice house but as I said screwy lay out and not that impressive for the $.

Now home... now what to do. Looking fwd. to Ro and Cin coming over tmrw. Now just not to go in to labor til monday. If I do tonight I blame Angie and John ( :

Peace

So today at work was a struggle. Between the work I was working and the current state of my body..... Got a few phone calls and interruptions.... One phone call was a request for the fussy one. Of course the answer is yes.... then Leah brought over her stuff for she has to do a same day close on her house soon.

Picked up the fussy one from daycare. He had a good day excluding the fact that he did not take a nap. Then we went to his playdate at his old day care. He was shy... but warmed up in no time. I left for home for Renee intention was for me to have some time to my self. It was great I took a nap... Keith got home and then I got a french dip for dinner. It hit the spot. Went and picked up the fussy one. Him and Wyatt Joshua had a fun time. He ate like a pig. Was well behaved, and went on the potty. The report as a parent you want to here any time you leave your kid anywhere. Especialy with no nap. We will have to do it again. Soon ( :

Got home and he got a little bit fussy but that is due to it being past his bed time. Got him settled and in to bed. A good day in general. Just one of those days even with a few bad hickups that you feel at peace.

crapy

That is how I have felt for the past few days. The child is measuring 8lb 12 oz. So I hope she comes soon. Just frustrated. I have been to the doctors the last two days. Yesterday for reg. prenatal... today due to head ache and nausea.... they wanted to make sure that I was not having preeclampsia... I did not....they did some labs and another NST.... all came back good. Just need the headache to go away! The nausea has become less.

Got to see Jenny yesterday. Was so nice to see her.

Today one more task finished prior to new baby.... the swing set up. Now just to keep Wy out of it. He was so proud to help set it up.

That is about it....

Can I be done now.....?

Friday - took it off. Felt too exhausted. Even skipped out of my work function. Good thing the inlaws came over. Prior to that Keith and I grabbed a bite of breakfast for the house had no food. Got dragged to Sears and JCP. Then Dan came over. He got a new used truck. 2006 F-150. Quite nice. Even got to drive it. Dear lord you feel like you are in a semi-truck! Even parked the damm thing perfect when picking up dinner. Attempted to have the in-laws take Wy, but that did not happen.

Saturday - Did things around the house. Went to Target with the fussy one who was a angel the whole time! Still in shock on that one... Called Ro... went out to dinner. Had a nice visit.

Sunday - Woke up. Took care of the happy fussy one. Went to Keys. Got food for us all. Ro left. Now ready to be done and have this kid. .... that is about it...

How is the pot roast......

So on tuesday night. Keith "we should make pot roast" Me "Nah lets make french dip sandwiches"..... he goes and works on his car late in to the night. Wed. morning I come down to find the crockpot on the stove with spuds chopped inside. "Oh you just need to dump the spices and roast in"..... ok first off I told him previously that I did not want to make pot roast. Then you start it and run? Gurr! Needless to say after all the antics that have been going on this week, it did not sit well with me. So I just get over it. Then feeling like I am a prisioner of my own home as of late. Due to being so pregos and dealing with a toddler with no help this week. He emails me to ask how I am. That is a good thing, but then in the same sentance. Oh how is the pot roast? That pissed me off. Been ingored lately due to so much needing to be done. You show some concern about me great.... could it be left at that. Sorry prob. to senstive. Just getting fustraed.

Went and got the fussy one from daycare. He had a bad day. He got two times out for not shareing and then one for hitting. Besides that fact he did not take a nap. So feeling low my self it gave me no hope for the eve. alone with him. Wy did well, excluding when he dumped a glass of water on him and of course the gate that smacked him in the face... he did both. Got him set up for dinner between phone calls made to the house. Keith actualy walked in the earlyest he has all week.... still quite late... Served up the f'n pot roast for him. Then Wy was done with his dinner as I was about to sit down. Keith realized that "oh maybe she is exhausted" decided that it may be good if he took the fussy one up stairs so I could eat the fat chunk of the remaining pot roast.

Then we got him to bed. Asked Keith if we were even going to get to go out prior to the kid comming... no real answer. Fine I go and do my stuff to get ready for bed. Climb in to bed and then he follows about 20 min later. He attempts to snuggle up with me. I just had nothing to do with it. I am sorry do I do not take well to being ingnored and then act like nothing has happend.... went to bed.

Today still feeling a bit fustrated. I put in to take tmrw. off to sleep in. Dan maybe coming over to help with the porch again. It is a good thing, but it also means that we will not be able to do anything. Oh well beggers can not be choosers.....

And fathers day is comming up. With how lack luster mothers day was... and how the last few weeks have gone I am just having a hard time to plan anything for him. And of course I am a better person and prob. will do something.... just can't put my heart in it.

Lack luster is right..

So worked the full day. Started getting a bit worried for no call from the auto shop. They called 10 min to 3. Just in time. Had a nice ride up to Gale's, thanks Scott. Found out he lives not too far from the in-laws. Got Keith's car. The washed it and cleaned the interior. All for a windshield. Got to love them. They always do a good job. For this is our second windshield, and a bumper prior. Stupid soccer moms who back in to parked cars! *clears throat*

Got the fussy one early. He is so happy this week, I think he is glad there is another boy at daycare around his age. Stopped and got some White Castle since I know we were on our own again. Watched some toons, played. Keith showed up. Gave him a bath and strait to bed. Now Keith is working on his cars a/c..... sigh....

I have a work thing to attend on friday.... so tempted to bail on it. Need a date night prior to the new kid coming but at this rate that will never happen.

Found a house plan I would like to build.... but where is another problem...
House plan

Hectic monday in to lack luster tuesday...

So monday was a bit busy. We had a mandatory meeting at work. Some major news I can not speak about.... all I can say is it may be better for my job. Then the doctors. Had more contractions.... the nurse wanted to shoot me up again. The doctor said no. Ugh! But the girl is measuring over 7lbs! Actualy closer to 8 lbs.... but with Wyatt and her having a bigger head she thinks it is closer to the 7lbs. Just a few more days and she will be full term.

Then made my way home as fast as I could. The MIL picked up Wy from daycare.... she had to go to a work charity event. She left. Attempted to care for Wy the best I could. Almost ended up crashing for a nap. Keith called and said he was on his way home at 5:30 pm..... he did not have his cell phone. Waited... waited... called JimmyJohns's so it would be here when he got home.... waited... wated more.... he did not show. Over an hour later I said screw it and Wy and I ate. He showed up just as I was eatting my last bite. He hit a traffic jam due to the bridge work in Anoka.... ugh. This would not bother me too much but... come on I am super pregos, and we had things that had to be done involving both of us. He ran to the can and ate his dinner.

It was 10 min prior to Wy's bedtime....shit! So called the SIL to see if she could come over and just stay here while we ran our chores.... no answer. Changed a butt and ran out the door. Followed Keith up to the shop so he can get a new windshield...then debated on going to Target. For guess who forgot cat food! Decided to forgo that and make our way to Walgreens. Had to switch my blood thinner so I can have good drugs for child birth. Could not find my wallet. Keith paid... came home and tore apart the car. While Keith ran to the can...ugh could not find it. Was just about to go up to where we dropped the car... Keith looked and found it wedged in an area I could of not gotten to considering my current state.

Did some chores... took the new shot..... went to bed. Woke up a few times... ugh.....

Now wokeup today. Just feeling blah, and I hope that I do get the car back prior to 3 like they said. For I am on my own again today. Just ready to go back to bed.

Crap

So woke up 3x last night. Contractions.... once was a jolt awake thinking my water broke. No reason... no dream... no pee. Just jolted awake and thought that. Woke up at 6:45 for the fussy one woke up early for the weekend. Got him squared away. Went and picked up Keys and Starbucks for breakfast. Contractions were still bad. Kept progressing..... the in-laws showed up. Kept being aful and the back pain. Finally could not stand it any more. Called the doctor. A NST and dip test and ended up with a rx for mussel relaxers. Some stuff in Urine but not enough for anti-biotics. Get to go back in on monday. Worst part is the contractions finally started claming down during the NST!

So I am wiped out and feel like a boob for calling in. Oh well. Time for dinner.

Not as planed....

So the week had been full of help since the episode on monday. It has been great. Someone has been home with me to help care for Wy every night since Keith has been stuck working late. I just need to take it easy for the next 7 days. With people being her I do feel the need to entertain. I should just try and concentrate on resting or doing what little prep I can do.

Today was a bit lousy. Keith was able to work today but can not work friday next week. But who knows as wishy washy his emlpoyer is.... So we did not get to go out to breakfast like I hoped. Jess came over to pick up a few things. Nice to see her. So I was awaiting Keith to return home. He called and I was to pick what we were doing for lunch. This made me happy for I do appreciate what little time we get to spend togther. So 20 min later Dan calls. He is on his way.... so there went our plans. Attempted to suguest going to Denny's for lunch. That was shot down. Ran to get KFC, can't complain too much for Dan paid for it.

They worked on the porch. I attempted to rest. I attempted to make a hair appointment. But no luck. Went and picked up Wy. Tried talking to the daycare provider.... Wy decided to bolt to the car. So needless to say that was cut short. Attempted to keep him entertained for awhile, as they worked on the porch. Then went and picked up the MIL with Wy for the BIL's truck died. So insted of making him find rides with friends... they are letting him use the van. Brough her back and they ended up taking off. We were going to get them dinner.

Now due to the time they left I am at home sitting with Wy. He is in bed thank god. For I am in so much pain right now stairs are not a good thing. Thank god there is a bathroom on the upper floor. Now must attempt to pack our hospital bag after all the laundry is done. That I can not do due to the weight of things ) : Just hope I can get that done this weekend. Just a bit disapointed to that we were not able to dich kido and go out for a dinner prior to new kid. I have a feeling I will go in wk 37 again. I just hope if my body wants to cause issues it can wait til my appointment on monday afternoon.

Ok so the baby behaved... not my body

Today the work day went so so. No caffeine... so needless to say it dragged a bit. Then had a sup. try and yell at me... did not work. Made it to my doctors appointment. The BPP went great she is looking good(ultrasound). Got attached to the NST..... contractions up the wazoooo! So bad I got a shot today to stop them. By the way those shots are exhausting. So now we get to hope that my body deceides to let the little one reside for a few more weeks. I am on orders to rest and drink lots again. Suprized I did not end up on bed rest. Sad part is I still feal a bit crampy. All I can do is hope I can make it thru the work day. If I can make it thru to thursday I may take off friday again. For my body is telling me I need the rest. Just wish I had some of the shots at home so that way I would not need to go in if this keeps up.

Weekend , remind me what did I do?

So Friday I took off. Woke up to pee and help with the kido. Went back to bed. Then Liz dicided to try and call again prior to 9 am! Let that one go to vm. Not my usual mo but hell she has been told many times not to call prior to 9 am. Went back to bed again. Spent most of the day in bed due to contractions and back pain. Got the fussy ones crap ready for a visit with Angie. Had to take Keiths car due to my tire being bad. Ran him up, ate dinner, came come. Did some chores and went to bed.

Sat. Woke up ate. Went to Menards.... bough a bunch of needed shit. Had to lay down due to more back pain and contractions. Then had to run pick up the fussy one. Go to North Branch and get him his hair cut. Brenda was running an hour late! So while waiting he bonked his head on a shelf. Good mark on the head. He did so much better than last time... Then had to chase him while Keith was getting his hair cut. I would of taken him to the park but it was so lousy out side. Went to Shopko and did not even have fun doing. Too exhausted. Got home. Fussy one threw a huge fit. Got him settled. He ate like a pig and went to bed.

Sunday. The fussy one slept well. He did not wake up til 8. Keith let me sleep in. I woke up and did the weekend routine. So exhausted still went to bed when Wy took his nap. We both took a 3 hr nap. During this time Keith ran my now two tires up to Walmart. He said that they were to call when it was done. Jess came over. Looking at the clock and remb. what the hours were when Keith worked at one.... called 10 min to 5 pm. Asked them what their hours were.... "5pm" then asked if my two tires were ready..."Oh the buick?" yea! "Oh the manager wants to talk to you" Ran the phone down to Keith and told him what was going on. I was pissed that they did not call. Needless to say I got two new tires. I am tempted to call the manager of the store/district TLE due to 1st they did not call us when an issue arose. 2nd Keith spoke to the manager when he droped off the tires. Bunch of bull shit. I am just luck I made the call. Otherwise I'd have no car when I have appts. tmrw. Ate wingjoint that I could not afford. But hell needed...... Jess left and did not finish anything I planed.....

Fuck I need more weekend.....

Fustration

Today has not been the best. Besides the starbucks fairy....

Work was so so. But this being my friday helped matters. But I have had bad back pain all day. Thought it was my normal back pain coming back to get me, lol. For I had a few really bad muscle spasms in my upper back. Hurt like hell. Rested, then picked up the fussy one. Tire pressure low sensor went off oh my car. No flat tires, so made my way home.

Got him, got home. Luckly Keith was not too far behind us. Pain got worse, now with some cramping. Laid down and rested. It went away. Good. Get up and eat dinner. Came back again. Rested. Keith checked my tires and said the right rear was low. He filled it and it was not flat. Let us just hope it is low.

Got a letter from the city of Blaine stating that we need to contact them with in 10 days related to our building permit. SHIT! the thing is not done and I thought we had til the first of next month.

Now I am awake with pain again. If this keeps up I will be at the doctors for a possible UTI again. *sigh* only two more weeks that I have to worrie about not going in to labor yet.

Also Keith did not call Farmers. He is on the shit list. Needless to say if the call is not made tmrw. holy hell will be unleashed.

Mondays

Well til the baby is born all my mondays will be a combo of work and doctors. Todays visit went ok. Had to spend a long time doing a NST. The baby has dropped. So far that if she goes any lower the ultrasound tech will get too frendly with me. Now just to keep her in and healthy til the 19th.

Came home and ended up making dinner for us and Leah. Nothing too exciting pancakes, sausage, and hashbrowns. After dinner Wy went for a swing and the rope broke. Time to replace it. During that time got a call from Debbie basicly telling me that I am not getting a baby shower. Figured that one.....

Now wathing Jon and Kate plus 8. The show is doomed unless the parents get back togther.