Lots of changes

Surgery is coming soon. Now need help from others. Let us see if any one is willing to help.

Jason and Jen got a house. Great home. I do want the floors.

Got hosed on my x-mas due to storms and a hubby. Still trying to simmer down from that one.

Now I am off of work til next year. Let is hope I get a day off prior to my slice and dice.

Nice.

So spent the whole waking day at the SIL's house cooking dinner. Joy! Came home and went strait to bed. Got woken up by Keith and Wy when they got home for we drove sep. Also found out recently that I will be having surgery. Hope this solves my issues.

Alive?

Well today was the first day I could joke around and felt a bit better. Still not good enough to go out with the children but what can you do. I rested as Keith made the rounds with the children. Still getting massive headaches and pain in chest. Hope it goes away soon.

Hope all who can get the H1N1 Vaccine will. I lost a week of my live I will never get back. And my christmas time off. UGH... The one thing that I look forward to.

Also started thinking. One of the worst times of the year is coming up. My date of birth. I know a b-day is something that is usually celebrated. No it is not due to my age. So what yeah we all get older. It is due to the fact every birthday I have ever had is sad in many ways. From it being snow storms that have prevented people from coming, deer hunting, or parental fighting. Every year some major event saddens the day. I mean every year. Even with low expectations. I know I am an adult and I should not care. But I do sadly. Even on the milestone years for b-days I have missed out majorly. Like 21st. Only one old enough to drink. It was a few friends playing cards at my apartment. *sigh* I know self-pitty.

I just hope my children are able to avoid the curse.

Also trying to figure out if I even want to throw the holiday party. I am just getting so burned out. Wondering why I even try on things like that.

Oh well I should rest so I can attempt to re-enter the wonderful world of work on monday.

Swine flu boo!

So day care has been closed since wed. Wyatt and I started our fevers on Thursday. Mine broke last night. And Wy's may of broke today. If this is the case back to daycare on monday...... if they are open. This whole illness has been odd. The fact I got a fever even is odd. I am the one who always gets an illness but never the fever. Oh well.

Had to cancel the kid pics. And now broke due to buying all sicky foods.

Nothing else has been going on as of late.

Progress

In the last few weeks I finished two quilts. The new owner loves them. So funny to hear a 5 mo old is attached to them already.

The ENT now thinks that my tonsils are the cause of all my problems. I am on a heavy duty anti-biotic for 21 days. They may need to be removed soon.

Thinking of selling quilts on Etsy.

ECFC classes are going great. Emma had her first real gut busting fit of laughter.

Been so busy grading/working.... must make it to december when I am taking some time off.

Feeling Numb..

So went to the ENT again. Now I am on pain killer that is not really working. I go back on wed.

Started back to work. First day back, layoffs! Otherwise first week back was ok. Excluding the OT drama.

Had a great time at Mike and Sarah's wedding. Met some new people. I hope that they do become friends.

Have made a new friend with an old tie. It is great for her child is about the same age.

Starting an ECFC class with Emma soon.

The house is 3/4th red. Starting to look better.

Goals

Ok to they are tasks/items I want to accomplish.

Pay off Credit card
Move to Out of Blaine and avoid the communities of Anoka and Coon Rapids
Purchase my mini-van or Suv
Attempt a math course
Get the children potty trained
Get an adult trike
bike to a state park with the trike
Remain gainfully employed
have another child